I got into the school I wanted. now I could give a crap about anything. I almost laughed today when my government teacher wanted me to take notes. when is senior skip day, anyway? Maybe I'll start using my agenda to count down.

just because of the mood I'm in, I think I'll make a brief list of things that make me happy (in no particular order). ^_^

1. sharpies
2.duct tape
3. the smell of the copy machine(you know what i'm taking about. don't lie.
4. the color yellow.
5. deviantart <---yea
6. traffic
7. dr pepper
8. ally, donnie, and gretchen(my little baby fuzzies)
9. you

I figure it's time for a new one of these things, but lately I've been a thesis paper writing....machine.....*roar?..?*....

I've decided that this morning i'm skipping my academic classes. I'll stroll in somewhere around lunch so that I don't miss any of my art classes. Progress is a bitch, and I wish i could find her.

I'm going to go write more dribble about the deprivatization of the energy utilities industry and see how far I can push my directionless paper.

factoid: Since 1972 Congress has fucked your mom 12 times.

I <3 sister wendy






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Today everything was all too much. I'm stuck writing essays for the people that control my future. Who comes up with these prompts anyway? I don't remember the whole question, but it was something about Kafka and a sign on his desk. Why did it never occur to the crack heads on the admissions board that maybe Kafka had a sign on his desk that read "wait" simply because he meant it literally. These people wouldn’t know artistic significance if it crawled out of their pretentious asses(not that it ever has or probably ever will). It doesn't strike me as particularly brilliant. Maybe he wanted people to wait. It's only real triumph is in the fact that it's practical, and he was INSANE. What's so wrong with just being human anyway? What's so wrong with accepting what's on the surface as truth sometimes? Everything is just so much. Maybe I need a witty sign reminding me to breathe.

This sucks. The day before school starts and I'm still doing ap work. Gawd.